Wow. A year is a really long time, isn't it? It's 365 days, 12 months, etc.... But is it enough to get to know someone completely, to know what they think, to know how they act, to know their faults and their goals, to know them truly? Ah..... No. Today is October 9th. Last year, on this date, i said yes to Casey Duaine. To me, it was only gonna be a little flirty relationship.. He was hot, quiet, and sorta, kinda, slightly ripped. And than somewhere along the line i fell in love with him. It might've been the first time i saw him cry, when he finally told me why he lives with just his mom. Or why he has no real cousins on one side. Or when i got to meet Renee.... Or the first time Lynda hugged me and told me she loved me. Or when Marcus sent me that text. Or when Renee thanked me for being there. Or the first time he told me he loved me. When i first rode on the Zuma. When i biffed it off the bed. When he told to shut up and just hit something. When i was invited to watch them get tattoos. When i was invited (blackmailed) to go shopping. When we sat there and just laughed for hours. Walking around the lake. Jellystone. Family reunion. Every time he smiled. When i realized that i totally, utterly, trusted him. He's not perfect, neither am i. A lot of my friends don't understand... Some only asked questions about him that i can't understand. He is mine and i am his... We've lasted this long and i hope it goes longer, because he is the only guy that actually gets me. He's not stupid and immature like the rest of our grade... he's got his head screwed on straight- no drugs, drinking, or cheating. For the love of high school, i love him..
<3 Taylor Elaine
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