I love silence. I love it. I live in the boonies(whooooo go living in the town of..... nowhere.) so i'm used to falling asleep with nothing to make noise around me. But it's the most peaceful thing.
On the dance bus, they demand silence at 3 a.m. And, we give it to them, mainly because we are nowhere close enough to wake to talk. But on the soccer bus, don't try to silence us. It ain't happening! We're gonna sing taylor swift at the top of our lungs! (member 7th grade, Cece?)
Adults are so stupid about noise and silence. Why are they not possible of remembering a measly 15 years back, when they were loud teenagers too? So we party. So we get a little loud. Are we bothering you? If the answer is no, BACK OFF! For the love of high school, everyone needs to chill out; about how loud we play our music or how loud we scream.
My favorite silence is the one i have with grace and fallon. i can lay my head on their lap. They can lay their head on my stomach. And we won't talk for hours. Yet, we know just how the other feels. it's friendship in it's truest form. My other favorite silence is the 'renee' silence. I trust Renee. I hope she trusts me.... I'm pretty sure she does because she lets me drive the mini bike and handle lighters(: She's the most awesome survivor I've ever met.... If i ever find the cure for cancer, it's because of her. But we sit in silence, and it's comfortable. We had boundaries.... and by now, we've totally overstepped them! I love and adore her.
so..... Silence and noise... Two totally different things. But we need them both. Silence to sleep. Noise to party. Silence to comfort. Noise to take away the pain. Oh, and noise to annoy the crap out of Jillian.(: I love you mom!
<3 Taylor Elaine
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